Blogging...

Blogging has been pretty fun for me. Ive never really done much blogging until this year. It really helped me to release some stress and tension that piles up. I love to talk about random things. Ive always been told that by my mom too. Its hard to think about what to write about when there are endless possibilities. i hate having blocks in my min for extended periods of time. Its all so very frustrating. I wish that the human mind could use the other parts of its brain so that i could never stop writig new and exciting things. i would write about everything that I dreamt and everything that was in my imagination. Yea, ia lso hate that i ramble on about pointless topics like that. But thats all that i can come up with i guess. I guess this is the last blog, well I hope to continue my blogging in the future.

Extinct Bee's

I just read this article on msn webpage that honey bees are becoming extinct. I also read about the reason that this is happening. The reason is that since the dramatic shifts in the earths plates the bees antenna are being shifted as well therefore making them do strange things, such as not protecting the queen and committing suicide. I know that doesn't sound that interesting to most, even i was shunning the thought away. Until i realized that back when Albert Einstein was alive he had stated that this would happen one day, which is an amazing statement he made now that its happening. What he had also said was that once the bees were gone we would follow four years later. The reason for this statement is that bees pollinate over 70 percent of the worlds plants and because of this, if there were no longer any of them to do the job then there would be less and less plants therefore less and less oxygen and in time less people, and eventually no people. I wasn't actually going to take this seriously until i looked it up myself and now that Ive done that Ive begun to see the seriousness of this situation. Just something to think about i guess.

Mornings

I really hate the mornings....more than anything. If there was only one thing i would change about our society it would be getting up in t he morning for school. I mean the majority of the people there are screaming in their heads to get out, so why would someone make it so early and so long. I mean honestly who wants to get up for five days in a row after every weekend to go to a building that you dont want to be at. We may be a "free" nation but in my opinion we arent free enough. If our society would actually sit down and think about the way that poeple always say they hate getting up in the mornings then mabye we wouldnt have to. Although this is my senior year and i wont have to ever again deal with this imprisonment i still want a better high school life for future generations. I would have enjoyed school at least five times what i do now if we could go at like nine. What is so wrong with getting up after the sun comes up. Anyways thats my opinion on why mornings are terrible.

Mornings

I really hate the mornings....more than anything. If there was only one thing i would change about our society it would be getting up in t he morning for school. I mean the majority of the people there are screaming in their heads to get out, so why would someone make it so early and so long. I mean honestly who wants to get up for five days in a row after every weekend to go to a building that you dont want to be at. We may be a "free" nation but in my opinion we arent free enough. If our society would actually sit down and think about the way that poeple always say they hate getting up in the mornings then mabye we wouldnt have to. Although this is my senior year and i wont have to ever again deal with this imprisonment i still want a better high school life for future generations. I would have enjoyed school at least five times what i do now if we could go at like nine. What is so wrong with getting up after the sun comes up. Anyways thats my opinion on why mornings are terrible.

Books

Its very strange to me that now, my senior year, i get interested in reading books. I really wish that i would of just glanced at any of the books that ive read now my freshman year. Im almost sure that if my friend didnt tell me to read this book that i most likely wouldnt have ever read books in my life. Ive never really been a big reader. I always thought it was a useless and boring task to do. I rarely ever went to libraries and if i had it was becasue i was really bored. When i first got the book it took me about a week to get started on it and the day right after i was amazed. I had never known that a cluster of paper and ink could come close to interesting. Once i started i couldnt stop, it was too good. It was a movie in my head that i had to pause every time i put it down. The strange thing about it was that it almost hurt me to stop reading into it more and more. It was like a drug that made me want it more everytime i read it. Since i got that book i found that i keep getting more and more books to read.

Senior Year?

Lately the time has been passing by so quick. I remember the first day of my senior year as if it were just yesterday. People have always told me from since i can remember that their senior year's were exactly like mine is going. They said they were entering the front doors and exiting for good the next day. Its almost like a flash of memories in your head. I know I'm going to miss it when I'm gone, no matter how much i say i don't like school. Its just one of those inevitable things that everyone has to deal with i guess. From my own personal experience i would know that the freshman and sophmores dont appriciate their being in school nearly as much as they should. I would love to go back in time and redo some mistakes that i should have never made. If i could i would definatley enjoy my time alot more. I was just wandering were the year went?

What am i gonna be?

I cant wait to get to college. The carrer im wanting to try out is pretty sweet. I would want to be one of two things..i think. Either a philosophy professor, which would be awsome because i would get to express my true ideas and beliefs to others and get feedback on it while listening to new and exciting beliefs. The other option for a carrer would be an architect. The odds of this one happening are kinda slim since i screwed up my high school years and now id have to make up for it with really really hard work. Anyways out of those two i think that the one i would enjoy the most would have to be the philosophy job. From the many different websites and people ive visited about this idea of mine they all said that that would be a great carrer choice for me..for some reason. I just guessed it was because im kinda different in the way i think and im really open minded. The only reason that i would want to be an architect is because i really enjoy creating things. I cant believe that im almost there..it feels like its flying by.

Good Memories

what is up with this weather we are having. Its the worst thing ive seen in a while. first its raining and storming then its sunny as can be and now its back to rain. I wish it would make its mind up, ive been getting these strange headaches lately and i think that its due to this mad weather. All this rain reminds me of a day i spent with my dog. The dog was a tiny black and white chiwawa named kiki. she came outside to follow me in the early morning to get the trash. the strangest thing happend after i put the trash in the cans. A deer was standing no more than 3 meters in front of kiki and i. Her being a dog of course had to chase after it and i ran after her.i followed her all the way to the forst behhind my house and then she stoped and stared up for the longest time. i of coourse wa wandering what could possibly be so interesting. I looked up to see a gigantic nest that was most likely for a hawk of some kind. I giggled a bit and picked her up to go back to the house when it stated thundering really loud. she grabbed ahold of my shoulder with her paws and held on to them tight. I laughed and went back inside with my jacket wrapped around her. I thought it was the funniest thing ever.

Cali

Ive been thinking alot lately about moving to california after school's over. I just cant even imagine how great its going to be. the thought of being that close to the beach and the ocean is just too much for my mind to handle. Its been getting more and more stressful here when i know i could be there. People keep telling me to just be patient, itll be here before you know it. the thought of having that kind of freedom is too great for me to imagine. I cant wait to just go out on a saturday morning and lay on the beach waiting for the sun to come up and warm me up from the cold morning mist that showers over the city. Ive told myself that the first thing im going to do once i get there is learn how to surf. I love the part of cali im going to because its everything id ever want. If i want to go see mountains its just a walk away. If i want to explore a forest its right down the street, or perhaps go to a dessert, just a few miles down south. To me cali is more than just a cool state to go to, its one of the most beautiful places on earth.

Strange Dreams

I have been recently having weird dreams that involve clowns sitting all around a room on shelves and glaring down at me while i lay in my bed staring back with the same expression. I then walk out of my bedroom and down a long hallway. At the end of the hallway there was a seemingly never ending, winding staircase that took me nearly an hour, it felt like, to get down. Then once at the bottom i looked in every direction and found that everything around me had disappeared. It was as if i was the only organism left on earth, but the just minutes later I had a awkwardly long blink of the eyes and I was back in my bed, yet still in the dream. By then I was freaked out so I ran down the stairs once again and this time there was a wooden door. I rushed through the door without any thought and found myself in a field of short green grass, but then the strangest feeling came over me and i felf like i was beeing forced to lay down. I fell down onto the grass and then i began to feel the greatest ive ever felt. Then i woke up. Weird right?

A New World

Ive been thinking lately about the ways of our country. I came to a conclusion that most of everything comes down to greed or money. I don't know if others have thought about this but I'm sure they have. What I mean by "this" is a world without money, because a world without greed and with money is obviously an impossible one. If people could just simply understand that we are all the same species and there shouldn't be any separation of "poor" or "rich" people then maybe this world wouldn't be heading toward the end so soon. This being my own opinion of course. Also maybe without gas powered cars in our world some of our major problems now such as the ozone problem, economic downfalls, and obesity wouldn't be here now to haunt us for past mistakes. The "vehicle" was one of mankind's greatest achievements, yes, don't get me wrong on that, but the problem now is so severe, and I understand that we would have never guessed this would happen ever. But back to my point of "world Peace". I can always hope i suppose, but in the end I believe that people's willpower will fail and we will not succeed in what I think is best for our nation. I hope you think about my theory's the way that I do.