Senior Year?

Lately the time has been passing by so quick. I remember the first day of my senior year as if it were just yesterday. People have always told me from since i can remember that their senior year's were exactly like mine is going. They said they were entering the front doors and exiting for good the next day. Its almost like a flash of memories in your head. I know I'm going to miss it when I'm gone, no matter how much i say i don't like school. Its just one of those inevitable things that everyone has to deal with i guess. From my own personal experience i would know that the freshman and sophmores dont appriciate their being in school nearly as much as they should. I would love to go back in time and redo some mistakes that i should have never made. If i could i would definatley enjoy my time alot more. I was just wandering were the year went?

What am i gonna be?

I cant wait to get to college. The carrer im wanting to try out is pretty sweet. I would want to be one of two things..i think. Either a philosophy professor, which would be awsome because i would get to express my true ideas and beliefs to others and get feedback on it while listening to new and exciting beliefs. The other option for a carrer would be an architect. The odds of this one happening are kinda slim since i screwed up my high school years and now id have to make up for it with really really hard work. Anyways out of those two i think that the one i would enjoy the most would have to be the philosophy job. From the many different websites and people ive visited about this idea of mine they all said that that would be a great carrer choice for me..for some reason. I just guessed it was because im kinda different in the way i think and im really open minded. The only reason that i would want to be an architect is because i really enjoy creating things. I cant believe that im almost there..it feels like its flying by.

Good Memories

what is up with this weather we are having. Its the worst thing ive seen in a while. first its raining and storming then its sunny as can be and now its back to rain. I wish it would make its mind up, ive been getting these strange headaches lately and i think that its due to this mad weather. All this rain reminds me of a day i spent with my dog. The dog was a tiny black and white chiwawa named kiki. she came outside to follow me in the early morning to get the trash. the strangest thing happend after i put the trash in the cans. A deer was standing no more than 3 meters in front of kiki and i. Her being a dog of course had to chase after it and i ran after her.i followed her all the way to the forst behhind my house and then she stoped and stared up for the longest time. i of coourse wa wandering what could possibly be so interesting. I looked up to see a gigantic nest that was most likely for a hawk of some kind. I giggled a bit and picked her up to go back to the house when it stated thundering really loud. she grabbed ahold of my shoulder with her paws and held on to them tight. I laughed and went back inside with my jacket wrapped around her. I thought it was the funniest thing ever.

Cali

Ive been thinking alot lately about moving to california after school's over. I just cant even imagine how great its going to be. the thought of being that close to the beach and the ocean is just too much for my mind to handle. Its been getting more and more stressful here when i know i could be there. People keep telling me to just be patient, itll be here before you know it. the thought of having that kind of freedom is too great for me to imagine. I cant wait to just go out on a saturday morning and lay on the beach waiting for the sun to come up and warm me up from the cold morning mist that showers over the city. Ive told myself that the first thing im going to do once i get there is learn how to surf. I love the part of cali im going to because its everything id ever want. If i want to go see mountains its just a walk away. If i want to explore a forest its right down the street, or perhaps go to a dessert, just a few miles down south. To me cali is more than just a cool state to go to, its one of the most beautiful places on earth.